
US 155!

US 160!
Aren't these gorgeous? :D
Duh, its like Celine Dion's line of sunglasses! :P I like them all! But guess what, its like US155 and US 160 respectively. The dark black frame one is US 160. Anyway they are too expensive for me to afford. My parents will simply kill me if i buy a US 160 sunglasses! (US 160 = SGD 240!)
Anyway, this morning went and see doctor.. Tuesday don't need to go to school cause i have an MC! XD Its kinda miserable coz i won't be seeing Angelin again for another 4 days (weekend + youth day holiday + one day mc) . Hehe~ So miserable.
Yesterday, fever hit a high of 38.5 and didn't even it took like 3 hours to drop down to 38.2 . Don't know why, but this time, panadol doesn't work a single bit. Fever's now 37.5 which is rather low compared to yesterday!
I went and replied Dahlia's message at 3 AM IN THE MORNING. I slept at 9pm, woke up at 2.30pm, and then went back to sleep at 4am, woke up again at 6am, dozed off again after that, then 7.40am woke up again. I conclude that there's something wrong with my body!
Anyway, i'm not gonna care what you say anymore - sorry doesn't mean anything anymore, you've used it so many times before until i'm numb. Numb on the inside and on the outside. I don't need you in my life - i've got better friends around.
Anyway, the talk i had with Miss Foo on friday, it keeps replaying in my mind... An hour's worth of advice, talking, perhaps even crying, it isn't that easy to forget. I don't know. I want them both but God isn't letting me have them both. If i had to choose, i'll still choose Angelin. From the beginning till the end, i'd still choose her.
I'm tired of waking up each morning, wondering if you'll talk to me today, wondering why are you angry with me, wondering why you're so cold with me. I don't have the energy and strength to do that anymore. I'd rather spend it with some other friend who cherishes me for who i am. A friend who goes through all the happy and sad times in my life, and not a friend who dumps me when she feels like it, thou she's the one claiming that i'm dumping her.
Obviously if you dump me, am i supposed to stick around begging you to talk to me, or am i supposed to go find my own new group of friends? You aren't the only best friend in my life - i can do without you. I know i can do it without you.
I learned from the past
Not everything lasts
I understand that now
Everything changed
When you walked away
But I'll survive somehow
Though I have regrets
I'll learn to forget
And just keep moving on
Cause when love is gone
You have to be strong
Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
Just fade away
Away
So I try to smile
But after a while
The memories come back
But I won't give in
Cause I know that then
My heart will fade to black
And this time I learned
That love can burn
There's no right or wrong
I've got to be strong
Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
Just fade away
Away
I know that one day I'll find that feeling again
But until I do I'll do fine by myself
Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
You know that
Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
So let the clouds
That bring you down
Just fade away
Away
This song is by Celine Dion, my favourite singer.. I'm sure i'll learn how to do without you. I have to stand tall, to get by, no matter how hard, i try to hide.